I heard that she was ill
fated
To be knotted to a drunkard,
Who, being poor, stripped her
of charm.
I was helpless to lend my
arm.
I was strained.
I helped her husband earn
And send her money to keep
her.
Not to last, he left once for
all.
She’s left to earn as coolly.
I was pained.
I brought her to be a
housemaid
To give her a safe
livelihood.
The humility that she had
For her and the son made me
soar.
I was wounded.
I brought her to help our
household.
My wife’s innocence was her
hold.
There, too, happiness
short-lived
As our past story unfolded.
I was shattered.
Next day, once for all she
had left.
Her son’s study was lost. I’m
lost.
I wandered as a vagabond
In search of her without any
end.
I was ripped.
The script that she left when
she left
Cleared the dust of my wife’s
eyes
And made her repent her ill
doubt
About her modesty and the
loss.
I was mutilated.
I found her son in an
orphanage.
Now he lives with us in
prestige.
I love him more than I love
my child.
It is a tribute I give her.
I am soothed.
One loses one’s peace,
When one finds her ex-lover
In ill fated condition,
And does all to her,
To redeem her,
That he would not have done
That much
Had he made her as his wife.
31.05.2002, Pakd
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